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SOOoooooo, what can I say? I think I need a bathroom break too, Mr. President.

My first blog! I hope it works...

I don't know if anyone would actually read this... I hope someone does because it is going to make me feel liberated and maybe even a little important. Sometimes I think I a real mess because I need people to pay attention to me... oh did I mention? I plan to write WHATEVER I WANT here... basically I am tired of the hypocrisy (SP?) that I, no we all, live in and since I can't just walk around being blatantly honest then at least I'll have a space where total strangers can read my blog and say "HOLY SHIT I CAN'T BELIEVE SHE WROTE THAT!"

But I think human nature is being lost, necesarily, in order ot obtain a more ethic and civilized society. I was raised in an all girl's catholic church and trust me, I KNOW PROPER. But sometimes I want fun, and fun and proper don't always interact. Am I defending myself? ABSOLUTELY NOT! this is the one and only place where I hope to let my raw thoughts and feelings come out. Can, or should you, judge me? of course! it is human nature.

I saw ALEXANDER last night. It was interesting, I liked it. I think people didn't like it because they are homophobes. That's so stupid! there were very few 'uncomfortable' scenes in it. Actually I though it was way more comfortable to watch than many movies with hetero afection in them! Collin Farrell's acting was just horrible and the accents were overdone... But most people don't like it because of the sexual undertones, afraid that there is a hidden agenda. Like they are concerned that by watching this film they will turn gay... well I wasn't afraid, and I did n't turn gay.